18 years ago today…

December 31, 2011
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in a corner booth at a noisy honky-tonk in Jacksonville, NC…Collin Raye was blaring over the speakers, singing “If You Get There Before I Do…” and my future husband turned to me with tears in his eyes and told me…”I Love You. I really do.”
And it was funny, I had been there for so long. I knew the instant we went on our first date, where he two-stepped with me to Garth Brooks in a dive bar in Havelock, whispering in my ear…”how could a man like me get so lucky to go on a date with a woman like you?” that he was the man I would marry. I woke up the very next day to the sound of ringing phone. Auntie Re was on the other line, calling from a visit with my Mom & family and I told her, I said, “I just went on a date with the man I’m going to marry.” I just knew it. It took him a while to “get there,” but I thank God every day that he did.
I left once. I walked away, sure I wanted to be free. I wasn’t there anymore. But he was. He “got there” before I did and he waited. He was patient, kind, forgiving, and most of all, he loved me unconditionally, with his whole heart. He waited. And I came back.
11 years ago today, we stood with my family in Solana Beach and got “married” all over again, starting new, starting fresh.
And today, 18 years later, here we are, separated by 7000 miles…closer than ever, bonded for life and blessed with the 5 most amazing children any parents could ever ask for.

Charles, I miss you more than I could ever express with written words. My heart hurts when you are not here and I don’t feel whole. I can’t wait to see you again and whisper in your ear…”how could a woman like me get so lucky to have a man like you?”
Happy “I Love You” Anniversary, my love.
I’ll be waiting.
Me.
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